Somewhere between the procrastination.. and the homework.. and the incessant forwards.. and the friendships.. and the calls to each other complaining about crushes!!.. Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends.. And the "I miss you's" & the "I love you's".. And the "What are we doing tonight's?".. And somewhere between all of the changing, growing.. Somewhere between the classes.. And the skipping classes.. And the studying for tests.. And the pretending to study for tests.. And the downright NOT studying for tests.. I forgot.. I forgot what High school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry.. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy.. And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart.. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.. I forgot that you can't control falling in love.. And that you can't make yourself fall in love.. I learned that I can love.. I learned that it's